What is happening to me? I finally feel like I am really growing up (about time too!), and I am stuck having surgery next week. Sometimes I feel like I am no further than I was six yeas ago, well, minus the high school diploma and two years of university (half way to a degree!). I think, once surgery is over, I need to start rediscovering what
normal is. My friends want adventure and excitment in their lives; I will be content with
boring and the monotony of everyday life for a while.
I was happy today. Tired, but happy. My mom says she can tell that the tension is building as we wait. I start to ramble on and on when I get really nervous, so the next few days should be fun! I think my mom will be ready to kill me by the time we get to the hospital Wednesday morning. An hour with a nervous me in the car at 5:30am is enough to get to anyone. I call it payback. She will have coffee and a sandwich with her. I won't be allowed to eat/drink anything.
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