Today was a good day. A very good day - I haven't felt so calm and as worry free in months, likely since I saw my infectious disease specialist last November when I became worried that the bone infection had returned.
My leg did hurt a little bit today, I did not sleep well last night, and I was still freezing cold, but I enjoyed the day. I have been waking up and going to bed earlier to get a good routine before school starts again next week. Mum and I went out for a few hours to buy shoes (I got one style, two colours - red and black. I fell in love with the style but couldn't shoes between the colours. Red is cheerful and bright, happy, a party, but black is elegant and goes with almost everything, so I got one of each) and more binders (first semester went through all the ones I have!). And this evening I went on a lovely walk round the neighborhood and in the park - the trees are blossoming, warm air, golden grass under the setting sun. I feel peaceful today, light and airy, relaxed, capable, if that makes sense. It sucks to have the bone infection come back, but for the first time in a while I feel like I can handle it. Just take one day at a time, enjoy the warming sun, focus on my nursing education, and I will get through everything.
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