Two weeks of posting

This is my fourteenth post in as many days. I still have many ideas piled up that I would like to post about but, before I can do that, I first need to update about my appointment with my orthopedic surgeon. While I would simply love to spill it all out onto paper, or in this case tiny black squiggles onto a white screen, I am not  quite ready to do that yet. I am getting there, but not just yet. Please bare with me and be patient. I have found myself in a position that I never considered and it is difficult to form my thoughts about it and convey them to others. I do know, however, that after crying on and off throughout the day and listening to music with a good energetic beat in between, and moving back to Hamilton this evening, I do feel a bit better. When trouble comes my way, I always tell my mum that  "Everything will work itself out in end; things will get better". While I know longer feel that I am able to hope for the best possible outcome, I am able still able to say that "We will make whatever happens ok for ourselves". If I am smiling in the end, then everything is as good as it can be =)