Day thirteen

I am still not ready to talk about yesterday. Over the last twenty-four hours I have been turning the pros and cons of all of my options round and round my head, but I still have no idea what to do... =(
Above anything else, I feel deflated and defeated, like an empty balloon - all of air rushed out of me. I think for the first time, I truly believe that I might not be able to get rid of this infection. That makes me incredibly sad.

Aside from the bone infection fiasco, mum and I had a lovely day today. In the morning we went to a rummage sale as West Minster Church, where I got several lovely towels. They are white with soft pink flowers on them -  a dated look. Best of all, they are brand new! Then we drove around the city to several yard sale. Mum got an adorable terracotta hen for the yard. Then we went home for tea and breakfast, followed by a leisurely drive to Niagara-on-the-Lake. I bought a hat at one of the stores, and it came in a hat box! I have always wanted to have a hat box!!! I felt quite fancy walking down main street with it. it is wicker and warm yellow fabric, like the sun. It will do well keeping me from burning this summer due to doxycycline. In the afternoon I began working on course content for the new semester, and then slept from about four to nine thirty. I was freezing cold and too tired to stay up. I am not just finishing a cup of tea and a last load of laundry. Tomorrow I go grocery shopping, finish packing my clothes and toiletries, and then move back to Hamilton.